Seeing Differently
Reversing Perception
Posted by aplecompte on June 3rd, 2009
At the separation I repressed my enormous guilt and fear of God, made the ego thought system and gave up my mind to it. God placed the Holy Spirit in my mind, which I also repress.
I now identify with being a separate person in a body, the ego, wanting the ego world, which I consider to be reality. My memory is erased. [I am a clone in the Matrix or the Dark City.]
There is nothing out there. The world is a projection of my ego mind, an illusion, a hallucination.
The thoughts I think I think are not real.
I think/project an image and simultaneously think I see it. I rush to establish the ego’s meaning on it as a separate thing whose purpose is to serve me, the body, lest the Holy Spirit/God show me a different purpose for it. Unconsciously, I fear God’s vengeance. I search for true love but my relationships collapse and I am unable to find it. I’ve had enough.
I choose life and love.
Cause is in my mind.
I can start by changing my perception.
Above all else I want to see things differently. W-21
The images I see can be used by the Holy Spirit for forgiveness.
I notice when I feel even the slightest irritation.
I have seen something false, based on a false thought and false belief.
I admit I was wrong.
I ask the Holy Spirit, with appreciation and an open heart, to let its purpose be revealed to me.
God is in my mind. 30
I join with what I see.
My mind is part of God’s. I am very holy. 35
My holiness blesses the world. 37
I am blessed as a Son of God. 40
God is my strength. Vision is His gift. 42
Tags: Ego, Forgiveness, Vision
