His Holy Sinlessness Itself
Thank you
Posted by aplecompte on December 6th, 2009
I got out of bed today and went right to my morning meditation. I was thinking time was short because there were three things I wanted to get done before 8:00AM. In meditation, I kept trying to let go of them, become still, and focus on spirit. But my mind kept drifting back to what I was planning to do.
I finally became frustrated—a sure signal to me that I needed the Holy Spirit’s help. I became still and asked sincerely for that help, went above the battleground, and had a serious talk with myself. What is important here? What is it for?
I looked at each of the three things and imagined what the real benefit or loss would be if I did or didn’t do it. The conclusion was that none of them mattered at all, done or not done; actually not in the least bit, because they involved my body, my self-image and my possessions, all of which are illusions my ego uses to keep me from the truth. The ego would have me believe that I should feel guilty if I don’t do them and so I should focus on them; I should stay in the wrong mind.
The truth is “I need do nothing.” Why? Because my state of mind is the only thing that is important. The right-minded use of these situations is not the ego’s purpose of guilt and distraction, but the Holy Spirit’s purpose of forgiveness, which is seeing that they are false. I do see that they are false. I let go of wanting to do them. This feels better.
But I still feel some guilt. I ask the Holy Spirit, and am reminded that I am God’s Son. “I am His holy Sinlessness Itself, for in my purity abides His Own.” Wow. I didn't separate. This is the truth. I am as God created me. I am His holy Sinlessness Itself, for in my purity abides His Own. I let this sink in.
It seems as if a great weight is suddenly lifted from me. Not just guilt about those three stupid things, but all my guilt. It is all the same. It is all nothing; just a mind trick. It is gone! Thank you God.
I have been carefree and laughing a lot today. And now I am again deeply thankful.
Tags: Awakening, Forgiveness, Guilt, Miracle
