Awakening Is My Only Choice
Posted by admin on April 18th, 2009
I still (unconsciously) believe I separated from God, and I’m afraid of his wrath.
This fear motivates all my thinking.
I am spirit, but I have taken on a false identity as a person in a body.
My “thoughts” consist of:
- Projections of images for me to judge (to fool myself that I’m being attacked)
- A constant stream of verbalization in which I reorder meaningless past thoughts (to keep my mind busy so I don’t stop to question anything)
- Defenses like special relationships (as a God substitute and to keep the reality of Love out)
My thinking represents a complete break with reality, or a psychotic state.
My perception is hallucination, a nightmarish dream of “me” struggling in a world of constant change, insecurity, suffering and death.
God wills that I awaken to the reality of His Love, peace and joy.
He placed the Holy Spirit in my mind.
I accept the Holy Spirit’s purpose of forgiveness as my only function.
- As an attack thought arises in my mind I question it and see that it is false.
- I ask the Holy Spirit to show it to me instead as a call for love from an innocent brother.
Tags: Awakening, Forgiveness
